sizzling

We started out with movie at Vivo. Watched

Kingdom of Heaven. Since he has not been to Gold Class, I thought it would be nice. We then sent back the car to my Bedok house and changed into our night outfits. When we reached St James, (long story short), we decided that it would not be this night that we will be enjoying St James!

So Sya, Ahmad and I headed to a coffee shop near Geylang and chill, making fun of me! I was the victim of their torture. How sad!

Anyways, sayang, the day is actually great although we wasted some money if you think about it. We did watch Gold Class. And if your friends really came, it will be more annoying to know that we cannot be bothered to queue for St James and end up at a coffee shop! And most importantly, we did have a good time together. Don’t you agree? Don’t be sad over it ok. I am not. I enjoyed myself. Coz its hard for me to spend the whole day with you like this cause of you stupid shifts!

As I have always said, I will be here for you. Always.

It is 6:30am now. I just reached home about half an hour ago. And the newly turned 23 year old, about 15mins ago. I drank a can of Red Bull and I think it literally gave me wings.  Haha… OK… gonna sleep now! I am exhausted with all the laughing and traveling already. Love you baby…

Love

There is no one proper definition of the word ‘love’. It is too vague. It means different to different people. To some, love is giving your life to someone. To me, it is about going ahead in your life with someone; not to change for that someone. You got to be yourself.

Others think love is beautiful. To me, love is not only beautiful; it is a ‘roller coaster ride’. You make your decision with a payment, go through the ride, and when it is over, it leaves you feeling… full of emotions(depending how the ride was)! There is a lot of bitterness, sourness, and of course, comfort and spiciness in a relationship. An exciting ride will make you want to ride it again. A lousy ride, you will regret.

When it comes to that special someone, you should not use the word ‘sacrifice’. Sacrifice is to loose something that means a lot to you for something that is not so significant to you. For example, you say you sacrifice your friends for your girlfriend. It is as if you are saying that she is less important than your friends. Think about it, if you loose your friends, but gained someone who can give you much more than your friends, and walk your life with you, is it not worth it?

This special someone who is really sweet and gentle said to me. “If I spend time with another 20 or even 50 girls, do you think I will treat them the same or even close?” I said “No, because there is only one of me.” He replied in return, “Yes, because I cant love another like I love you. Cant share this special thing between us with someone else.” I know he means it by the look of his eyes. He has been so good to me. After more than 4 years, despite all the ‘roller coaster ride’, we are going through it again.

My mum told me, you will only know who is your meant to be, only when one of you take your last breath. Even in marriage there is divorce. You can love someone so much that you are willing to loose your life for that person, but still, it may not be yours to keep. If you think about it, it is true…

Dont know wats with me. Maybe I just like sexy and witty stuff. I have been in love with romance books. The more sex parts, the better! haha… Yesterday, i read a book titled ‘The Erotic Secrets of a French Maid’. Fuhyo….! HOT I tell you! (But nothing beats Harry Potter) Only half done. Going to continue when I have the time.

I realised that no matter what you are feeling, books are a good way to forget bout life for awhile. Whenever I feel down or lost, I will pick up a book and read. My mind will almost immediately sink into the story and all that was bothering me will just dissolve. It brings you to another world. Even when I am done reading, my mind will linger around the story still. Thinking what could have happen if the character had made another decision. Although it is the end of the book, what would it be if the story still goes on?

Books give me creativity. Helps me in making decisions when the time comes. Life is a storybook that has no ending. Loads of twists and turns, all sorts of emotions, from despair to pleasure, and crisis.