sizzling

Hmm… I told him a few days ago that I am going and if he wants me back, he will have to start from scratch. Its a complex situation I guess. But I have to get away from him if he has changed his behaviour towards me. After constant stabs, I then came to my senses. Yes, it took me that long!

I know he does not want me to go. But I have been waiting for too long. I have done my best and the best he can come up with is that he does not deserve me. Its dumb. Well, now I guess I am really open to new people. It hurts to really go. But I have been through this roller coster ride before and I found someone(him). So I am going to do the same, with my head held up high and my smile at work.

I miss those good old times. Its those times that I treasure and will never forget. Its those times which made me fall for him. Those times are nothing but memories now. I will have to look for better.

So my resolution this year is to find better love, experience, make more friends and do well in my new job. May this guy who once was my lover find happiness too. I am determined to find mine…

This entry was posted on Monday, January 8th, 2007 at 8:56 am and is filed under Uncategorized. You can follow any responses to this entry through the RSS 2.0 feed. You can skip to the end and leave a response. Pinging is currently not allowed.