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Chiko Chicks. This is the name Ahmad gave me.

He is my ultimate best friend now.

How I wish he could return to me. We love each other, but it seems like we both have got other life matters to settle. He,financially, and myself, I just got sort of like a promotion. I need to stabalise myself in this job first; get myself comfortable.

I love him so dearly. We do meet frequently. Everytime, we do feel like hugging and all, and there are times that we just let it go. Well, important thing is, he is not seeing other ppl and so am I. And I know he loves me and he knows I am crazy about him. I think that is more than enough.

Most of the time, i still do just stare at him. Oh, that beautiful face; the perfect smile; the huge loving eyes and the delicious lips which I yearn for every second.. Oh how I wish I could just grab him and never let go!

If he were to leave, I wont let him go without a fight! That is a promise!

Ahmad, if you are reading this, just to let you know, I am waiting for you. You are the one that I am so in love with. Nothing else matters dear. Take your time. I’ll wait…