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Things I do when I meet you…

When I wake up, my brain, as if starting up like a computer, will run through the things I will have to do for the day. If one of the things on my agenda is that I will be meeting you, I’ll bounce off my bed.

I’ll take a nice warm shower, brush my teeth till I am satisfied(hehe…), wash my face till I feel I feel its enough, and rush to my room. I’ll apply my moisturiser, and while waiting for it to dry, I’ll stand infront of my cupboard and think what I should wear. It has to be perfect. Nice, warm(cause it can get cold on the bike), comfy, and something you might like. I always save my new clothes for you. (Will only first wear them if I am meeting you.) I will put on the clothes, and see if it is something you may like. If its not, off they go!

I’ll then start putting on my make up. I’ll carefully choose the eyeshadow colour/s that will go with my outfit for the day, and put it in my bag. I’ll make sure my hair is in a good shape and the curls are not messy. After the hair, make up and the clothes, I will carefully choose the perfume that I think you may like.

I’ll rush to the door(usually I will be late by now), choose one out of my 20+ shoes to match my outfit perfectly (I can take a long time you noe). Once I get the perfect pair, I’ll  be rushing out of the house, walking quickly to the bus stop. During my 1 and a half hours journey by bus, train and bus again, I’ll be thinking of what we will be doing later in the evening. Eating? Window shopping? Following you to bike shop? Movie? Or just sitting at Labrador Park eating and chilling? What???!!! I get so excited…!

At work, I will still be wondering what we will be doing? What will you be wearing? What is your mood today? Are you going to be late? Are you gonna like my outfit? Is my hair too dry today? Etc…

When time is getting nearer to meet you, I will be more awake and will be even more anxious! All my questions throughout the day are going to be answered!

Oh yes! 15 minutes more to meet you! I rush to the ladies’ and wash my face, reapply my make up from base. Just like everything else, it has to be PERFECT! Final touch ups for my hair even if I will be wearing a helmet later. I want your first look at me to be great. I run through a last check of myself and then off I go!

Oooh…The sight of you never fail to wow me. No matter how angry, sad or tired I am, the sight of you is like oxygen to my brain. My heart will beat fast and a huge smile will bloom from my face. Do you realise how I always smile when I first look at you? Even though if I am furious at you?

I’ll treasure every second with you. Every date, I will treat it like it is our first and last date. I always want to hold you close and never let go. I’ll tell you how good you look to me and that I love you so much everyday.

When you send me home, I’ll be sad as the great day is done. But I will wait for your call, to hear your voice before I sleep.

I’ll eagerly wait to see you again cause I miss that beautiful person that I truely love….