sizzling

Well, all I can say is that on my Birthday day itself, I was disappointed. Many of my friends were silent. They are mostly those whose bdays I remembered and find time to get them a little sumtin or a cake although I was busy. They are not close friends, but a nice crowd to hang out with. It was rather disappointing.

The only person who made me happy was Ahmad. We went to eat at a coffee shop(coz I didn allow him to splurge) and for the first time in the entire relationship, we actually went shopping together. He often naggs when I enter a shop and will make me pissed in return. Especially shops like TopShop, Mango, Guess, etc. We went to Suntec City for a simple shopping spree. I bought 2 pairs of diamond earring(fake ones of coz), a earring and necklace set at TopShop, and a pair of heels from Tracce. I spent $100++ all in all.

We than went to Delifrance for dinner (man were we damn stuffed!) and than went to chill and laugh our ass off at each other. Somehow, we love to make fun of each other, laugh together, but take everything as a joke.

Although it was a simple day, I was really happy and grateful to have him. This is the first birthday I had not spending with friends, and also no cake. Every year since I was 1 yr old, I always celebrated with my friends, with parties(before sec 1 lah) or lunch celebrations(since I was sec 1). I decided not to do anything to see who would remember and who would do what. Wishes are wonderful. Some were silent. I was sad. I got 2 gifts for my birthday. Money from my family, and a beautiful brown jacket from my Boyfriend.

I dunno why people are moving away from me now. I ask myself everyday what did I do wrong. I cannot seem to find the answer. I have thought about it. If these people do not appreciate me, might as well I find someone who does…Its ok. I am fine alone. I have plenty of things to do to keep myself busy. I am gonna reject any offers to hang out with them…

Well, the day before my birthday, I went out with my darling to PS. We walked around and we saw some beautiful stuff. He wanted to buy me a few things but I did not allow him to. I just want his presence. Then. we went for a simple lunch-dinner at Swensens. After that, we watched a hilarious movie, ‘The Longest Yard’! It was so funny! We were laughing our ass off!

Well, me loving satay, we went to Sempang to eat satay. It was OK lah. I think East Coast’s is much better. Sempang’s gravy is rather watery. Well, he then sent me home. It was a short but a nice day.

I do not expect anything fancyful because I just want something priceless, and that is his presence and love.

I cannot wait for my gift from him. Wonder what he got me. He said he was afraid I would not like it. I told him, its the fact that it is from him that counts. Well, I love him!