sizzling

Assignements are a killer!Submission is tomorrow and I am going to celebrate by going out with my Bie after school tomorrow. We should go play pool together again! The last time we played pool, it was so fun and funny that I laughed till my stomach hurt! Hehehe…it was kindda childish yet sweet at the same time. He will hit my cue when I am aiming and I will stay close to him and tickle him when he was about to shoot! It was hilarious. Luckily there were not many people. Haha! Wanna play pool with him again soon!!!

Cant wait for tomorrow to come and I am so prepared to chiong throughout the night!!!

He loves me so much. He forgave me.
I vowed not to drink without his permission.
He seemed alright and happy with me today.
Was a bit harsh at first, then I told him my feelings for him and he was soon cooled down.
I am so glad he decided to forgive me. I cherish our love so much I cant bear to let him go.

He understands why sometimes I cant spend time with him. He understands that I only devote 1/5 of my time on average to him, 1/5 on my CCA,1/5 on my assignments and 2/5 on my Major Project. I know some partners would not understand. He does.

A small part of me is worried of the fact that his ex-girlfriend is in the same school as him.But most part of me knows he loves me and he will not cheat on me.He is the truthful type.He is over her, I know and I am sure.

I trust my Bie. He trusts me. Thats all that is important to me besides love and respect… I love my Bie…

I love him.
He loves me too.

I pamper him with kissess,hugs and love.
He pampers me with lots of his teasing jokes and his cute and charming character.

Sometimes,truthfully, I wish we were married so I can see him every nite before I sleep and hug him to sleep.
He wishes I will be more decent.

I sometimes drink and smoke.
He doesn’t anymore.

I spend my Thursday evenings in school or at home.
He spends his Thusday evenings in mosques.

I told him I drank when I went to Vietnam.
He took it bad.

I was feeling really bad and hugged him.
He pushed my hand away hard constantly.It hurts.

I sat on the bench,starring at him with my welling eyes.
He started his motor and…..rode away….

I just sat there.

I am sitting here and calling him.
He aint’t answering…

I love my boyfriend so much. I guess its too much now.I know he loves me a lot too although he does not always show it to me.I love him so much,really really bad.I need to know if he will ever talk to me again…